就算見到認識的人，我也不太願意打招呼了

的確，說的話愈來愈少。值得說話的人更加少，對話的對象會令我高興的，絕無僅有

又一個行屍走肉的晚上，可是明天又"要"是一個奮進的新一天

突然間發現，有很多東西都記不起了

我也想有一個晚上我可以真的說話

And once again I can't fall asleep in mid-night, although need to wake up at 9:00

Less than 6 hours sleeping is not a problem for me......but keep on looping things in head is quite a problem

Well....those things in my head are so scattered that I dont know what the fuck am I doing.....

I really don't know why the fuck I type these things out......

Sometimes.....I just want myself switched off like a computer.......

Funny indeed.......I know things will happen....but well......let's see

Once again, I don't really know what the fuck am I saying.......Oh really?

and I clicked the "private" button of one of the old post to "public"

that's the words I wanna say, but can't say on that day

day of departure

My confession

上天給了我一樣東西，是咀咒也是恩賜。

四年半前的一個英文字，我看一眼就記得起整個故事。

潔鈺可能講得arm.......

但這個卻就是我......是根本是這樣嗎？還是只待一個一小步的開頭? 不知道.....

我開始明這個世代的思想，但對不起.....現在的我不能認同，本性上的我也不能認同。

"承擔" 這二字，即承諾和有負擔，我看得比一切都重要。

是我們行得太快嗎? 是我們還在老舊的九十年代思想中奔跑嗎?

目標，只要肯跑，總會到。而且我們的目標，只是那短短的4km 吧，以我們的能力，一定能到。

充滿自信的微笑，最美。堅定不移看著遠方的眼神，最吸引。

This is the song keep singing in my head.

Amazing Grace

John Newton (1725-1807)
Stanza 6 anon.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.